Time has come
for the light to succumb
for the dark dwarfs' run
on the city forsaken by its one begotten son
They came in a rush to collect a dept
They accept no check, they want it in blood
It's a time to mourn for what had to be done
Long time ago, when it seemed that time is all we've got
Do try to look when they pass by
Or they'll ...with their piercing ...scorny eyes

Sink

Tied by my own hands

I sit in this gloomy room

bleeding to death

I count the drops

of my blood

On words I once believed

All night I’m awake

Counting falling drops of my blood

Covering the face of the fake

The one I once held dear

And when my anger subsides

Fear will emerge and push me to fight

But my hands are strongly tied

And I’m starting to lose sight

When you look down

Down on me

Will you pity me?

Can you hear me !

Screaming

Help me!

When my life starts to fade

Will you ever

save me?!

In the

Abyss

I kneel

To pray

In the

Abyss

I call

Thy Name

In this

Abyss

I believe

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Inspired by the music: Bury my soul, by: Epic score

https://soundcloud.com/loredana-florina/epic-score-bury-my-soul-a

Shadow boy

In the night a boy stands between shadows that no one can see

From miles one can smell his fear

He lives in a city of blinding lights haunted by obscurity

The people express happiness they don’t feel and hold weights they can’t bear

The boy didn’t share the opinions and the images his people did see

Sure, he’d share some amusement but at the end of it he’ll quickly disappear

Little one, why the odd behavior? What are you trying to be?

Why the sad face? Why instead of the smile you choose the tear?

Well I like to be myself and myself believes differently

And the shadows I’m in let me live comfortably

I don’t hide in shadows but shadows hide me

It lets my inquisitive mind sleep soundly

I like these shadows to be surrounding me

I pray these shadows will always be near

Cause if my sins were a fire it’d vaporize the seas

And my vision of the light is not yet clear

An old man passed by and whispered into the boy’s ear

I once lived in these shadows boy, they’ll only make you older than me..believe me

I was young too in a time

My body aged sooner than the others

My physical and spiritual didn’t rightly rhythm

So I got white hair before I reached adulthood’s borders

I travelled centuries of knowledge and wisdom with my mind

 I felt eternity once in my spirit when I subdued body desires

Boy, some lights might blind your eyes but shadows darken your soul

It doesn’t cover you, it absorbs your blood

Drop by drop, it makes you feel sleepy while you’re being drained

It may sound good now but when you age it’s no fun at all

But, who am I to judge the ways of the Creator

Master of lights and shadows

Who am I but a wanderer in this life that I can’t all fathom?

Who am I but a tiny dot between billions of galaxies and clusters?

My advice for you is to look for something worth living for

                      And be like a bee son, take your drink from flowers and leave out the thorns

Runner

Run away

Where ?

Take a breath

Of what?

Think clearly

How?

Is nowhere good enough to run away to?

Air is so contaminated with ignorance

Role it, lick it, smoke it and feel the trance

To ignorance

Heaven of pathetic dummies and idiots

Hill Billy

Cheesy Billy

Riding a dark eastern stead

In downtown valley

He got lost in the alley

Designed by silvery threads

Of him people got weary

His words sounded silly

They all laughed at everything he said

They all thought of him a dummy

Returning smiles to their faces of mockery

And always giving the best he had

But the slivery threads were very tricky

Found a way through his unattended injuries

And in time hardened what’s left of his soft heart

Requiem for visions

Lines

On a sandy beach Plato draws eternal circles of life

At his side a boy draws spirals after each tide
The waves become enchanted with every line they swallow
The lines take control of the waves and then send them to the ocean into gallop
They ride quickly, hastily towards the setting sun
And then they loose there way in the boundless ocean..

Planet Bogus

Amen to this, amen to that

Lo and behold the crappiest conceptions of all 

Eat, lust, and make your shot

Aim at the truth and let us fall

Jam that love and twist that heart 

And don’t ever think about blaming yourself at all 

Cast the light far away and let us crawl

To the doom of humanity

A destiny foretold

Emancipation of the soul we often seek with our calls
Shredded prayers to the Maker of us all
Take us to the right way Lord, let our truth be unfold

A seeker's path

I first connected to my God by the force within

Now it’s the time to know Him better by sin

Although to my deeds skies and earth would shout with disdain

By His mercy I eat, sleep and sin again

But after each moment of sinful joy comes great pain

A strong ache that hits the heart and makes me insane

A wanderer I am in the desert in agony for rain

A soul that resembles to a pot of water that always drains

In this tormenting journey of mine there’s always something to gain

Friends, enemies and most of all some craziness so that one day I become sane

Sometimes I walk, sometimes I get to fly and sometimes I just take the train

In this life one suffers, cries, bleeds and falls many times so that he can rise again

Drowning Jonah

My mission was clear

The orders were simple

But the burden wasn’t easy to bear

At least that’s what I thought

Instead of taking my mission’s route

I ventured into another way with a heart beating fear

I walked down a tunnel; or so it seemed

I found myself wrapped up by dark waves of a raging sea

My lungs grasped for air

That’s getting each day scarce

I sank in an ocean of sharks and whales

  No one of them tried to approach the human who failed

I thought after a long time of drowning I’ll soon hit the bottom

                          But my body kept sinking in this bottomless dark ocean
                                    
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I wanna die

I wanna die and leave all this bullshit behind

I wanna die and fall into decay

Then perhaps there’ll be nothing left to say

I wanna perish in the violent winds of this reality

I want it to be done quickly..to be instantly

With nothing to be mentioned nor to be memorized of me

Cast into the void or a part of the oblivion I wish to be

I wanna die

Perhaps that’s my only way to be free

Released I’d be from the misery they brought on me

And emancipated from my stupid guilt and vanity

I wanna die

Can somebody help me?

Death, will you ever make me free?

                                                    Could you really be that trustworthy?

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Sun is setting down

Darkness is crawling back

 Ropes got silently drawn

 In a scenery of red and black

At the centre of the stage a little boy slowly sat

With a baby wolf between his hands

Suddenly large wings stretched around the set

Then sent raging winds that separated the boy from his pet

He tried to fight it but the winds were strong

Shifting his feelings from sadness to fear

And when it seemed to be the time for him to be gone

Darkness swallowed all that was of him but one tear

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Abomination

Little child rises from a mass of dead 

Of angel and demon his spirit emerge

Now, the sun is still down and everything looks dark

Eventually the light will come, said the sound

Little gardens arose around him, of vineyards and apple trees 

Yet the lonely child sees that there’s nothing for him to eat 

Far ahead the dark horizon sends rays of possibilities 

Randomly heating the little child’s heart then suddenly disappear 

Eventually the light will come again, repeated the sound

After moments of contemplation, the child sees that he’s no more young 

Kneeling to the ground he watches his wrinkles then realizes that the gardens are gone

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The pic is taken from the video song "The Unforgiven I" by Metallica. 

Majnuun

O Mother Eve
see what your daughter did
to me

O father Adam won't you take
the complaint of your son
to Thee

Mother, the love of your daughter
came from the most truthful place
deep within

Father, she's like the one
that you walked with
to the sin

Mother, Father, my heart aches
The light is dying inside
and becoming dim

Her picture is haunting my head

O Mother, I loved her 

I really did

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Like a May butterfly

The Half

Words collide my galaxies and constellations
Hundreds of letters fly around when I try to start our conversations
Ow I wish I could control those words, the 'master of words' as 'I am'
Am I being a foul? Am I loosing some ground? Was it a waste of time?
Roamed the neighborhood for a friendly ear.. my quest seemed to last for long
Evenings went and mornings came then through the rising sun blazed your unique soul
You held keys of my deeply locked gates of the grey 
Oh! If only you can see the colors that have been added since you came
Unbearable life would've been without my loved ones but ..my life without you will never be the same

This one’s for the brave fallen ones

Weary souls from battles of thousands scars

Heroic souls hidden under this feeble flash

With too much suffer to be kept in this fragile human chest

These are not words to bring relief

How can I unburden what is out of the mass's belief

One can easily picture elves, fairies and wild dragons

But it’s hard to imagine how a small heart can take on hundreds of mountains

It’s so easy to say that this one’s right and that one’s wrong

Feeling the music isn't enough to make you understand the whole song

The truth can easily disappear beyond fancy music notes

To keep up with such a thing one needs to pay a heavy cost

For the brave fallen ones have paid a lot more

Gone through angry oceans while others preferred playing at the shore

They've found there bigger joy under refreshing rain

Along that came greater pain when at home they were called insane 

     

Because it’s an uncommon thing in an ignorant society to have a brain

It’s a blasphemy to be spiritual with people worshiping the mundane

And without support in a dark well you are destined to fall

And pray the bottom will be gentle on you if there’s such a thing at all

But still, pray..pray from the heart

There resides one of the brightest of lights

A light that contains strengths of brave fallen ones

                                   A strength that can give humanity a newer and fresher start  

Human

Heart vs Mind, the most persistent clash of all
Unleash the fire or let it be succumbed by the waters of your soul
Maintain your desire between the perfect and the animal
A truth seeker's way t balance the mundane and the spiritual
Nurtured by good or evil we're all heading to the same terminal..death 

Void

Venom of life is oddly the thing that keeps my spirit alive
Offspring of strangers I continue to be alien by heart and mind
I don't think that God can ever be found
Do we really need to search for the One who is always by our side? 

I apologize

To my Maker

To the King of kings

I apologize

I apologize for failing my task

I might have time..but I wasted a lot

Kept my responsibilities marginalized

I was amazed by the beauty of the kingdom You gave me

Thought I could master it..seemed too easy

A simple creed: “The earth is yours to conquer and thou shall believe in Me”

Time passed fast

I never got to do my best

I was submerged by the darkness around me

Although I could reach the width of the universe with a single thought

I failed a lot in freeing my spirit from the cage of this small body of mine

A prison inside a prison made by fake “caliphs”.. the smallest of minds.. 

Torch

ô Torch where did you go?
Now that I'm used to you
ô what I am turning to?
In this dark..
I was lost into a midst of doll people
Cursed life every time they made a giggle
Got bored of being life s slave
I walked away to my lonesome cave
And then your light shined through my door
It was so white that crossed my core
I looked for you, saw you on the montain s top
To climb to you I had to drink from pain s cup
When I got near you, my hands were full of dirt
I cannot touch you, I may spoil your imminent light
I am cursed by life and I'm very, very tired..