Breaking up?

I hate you words!
I hate you poems! What's the point of writing you?! For real! Proove your worthiness, damned! Speak of what I truly feel! I really wish we never met God! I so curse the day this writing process had been set! What is this place you've led me to? A foreigner in my own world..how could this be true?! Sometimes you light up my loneliness like joyfully colored fireflies Then at a blink of an eye, you'll leave my universe hollow with sad dark skies Tricky shape shifters! What are you? Salvation or delusions? Poems, o poems! You revealed my secrets and dumped me unto the mysterious..

A messsage to the heart

Dear dear heart, stay away for a while
I don't mean to expel you..just cleaning up your file
Please don't try think..that's the work of the mind
Under my circumstances, I no more want to be blind
To you everything is easy, yet you always complain
Sure life is a beauty; but beauty takes and never gives back your blood..