Monday, December 28, 2015

Lines

On a sandy beach Plato draws eternal circles of life
At his side a boy draws spirals after each tide
The waves become enchanted with every line they swallow
The lines take control of the waves and then send them to the ocean into gallop
They ride quickly, hastily towards the setting sun
And then they loose there way in the boundless ocean..

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Planet Bogus

Amen to this, amen to that
Lo and behold the crappiest conceptions of all 
Eat, lust, and make your shot
Aim at the truth and let us fall


Jam that love and twist that heart 
And don’t ever think about blaming yourself at all 
Cast the light far away and let us crawl
To the doom of humanity
A destiny foretold


Emancipation of the soul we often seek with our calls
Shredded prayers to the Maker of us all
Take us to the right way Lord, let our truth be unfold

Sunday, December 13, 2015

A seeker's path


I first connected to my God by the force within
Now it’s the time to know Him better by sin
Although to my deeds skies and earth would shout with disdain
By His mercy I eat, sleep and sin again
But after each moment of sinful joy comes great pain
A strong ache that hits the heart and makes me insane
A wanderer I am in the desert in agony for rain
A soul that resembles to a pot of water that always drains
In this tormenting journey of mine there’s always something to gain
Friends, enemies and most of all some craziness so that one day I become sane
Sometimes I walk, sometimes I get to fly and sometimes I just take the train
In this life one suffers, cries, bleeds and falls many times so that he can rise again

Monday, October 19, 2015

Drowning Jonah

My mission was clear
The orders were simple

But the burden wasn’t easy to bear
At least that’s what I thought

Instead of taking my mission’s route
I ventured into another way with a heart beating fear

I walked down a tunnel; or so it seemed
I found myself wrapped up by dark waves of a raging sea

My lungs grasped for air
That’s getting each day scarce

I sank in an ocean of sharks and whales
  No one of them tried to approach the human who failed

I thought after a long time of drowning I’ll soon hit the bottom
                          But my body kept sinking in this bottomless dark ocean
                                    
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Saturday, August 29, 2015

Untitled 2

I wanna die
I wanna die and leave all this bullshit behind
I wanna die and fall into decay
Then perhaps there’ll be nothing left to say
I wanna perish in the violent winds of this reality
I want it to be done quickly..to be instantly
With nothing to be mentioned nor to be memorized of me
Cast into the void or a part of the oblivion I wish to be

I wanna die
Perhaps that’s my only way to be free
Released I’d be from the misery they brought on me
And emancipated from my stupid guilt and vanity
I wanna die
Can somebody help me?
Death, will you ever make me free?
                                                    Could you really be that trustworthy?


Friday, August 28, 2015

untitled

Sun is setting down
Darkness is crawling back
 Ropes got silently drawn
 In a scenery of red and black

At the centre of the stage a little boy slowly sat
With a baby wolf between his hands
Suddenly large wings stretched around the set
Then sent raging winds that separated the boy from his pet

He tried to fight it but the winds were strong
Shifting his feelings from sadness to fear
And when it seemed to be the time for him to be gone
Darkness swallowed all that was of him but one tear
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Sunday, May 10, 2015

Abomination

Little child rises from a mass of dead 
Of angel and demon his spirit emerge
Now, the sun is still down and everything looks dark
Eventually the light will come, said the sound
Little gardens arose around him, of vineyards and apple trees 
Yet the lonely child sees that there’s nothing for him to eat 
Far ahead the dark horizon sends rays of possibilities 
Randomly heating the little child’s heart then suddenly disappear 
Eventually the light will come again, repeated the sound
After moments of contemplation, the child sees that he’s no more young 
Kneeling to the ground he watches his wrinkles then realizes that the gardens are gone

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The pic is taken from the video song "The Unforgiven I" by Metallica. 

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Majnuun

O Mother Eve
see what your daughter did
to me
O father Adam won't you take
the complaint of your son
to Thee
Mother, the love of your daughter
came from the most truthful place
deep within
Father, she's like the one
that you walked with
to the sin
Mother, Father, my heart aches
The light is dying inside
and becoming dim
Her picture is haunting my head
O Mother, I loved her 
I really did
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Like a May butterfly

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

The Half




Words collide my galaxies and constellations
Hundreds of letters fly around when I try to start our conversations
Ow I wish I could control those words, the 'master of words' as 'I am'
Am I being a foul? Am I loosing some ground? Was it a waste of time?
Roamed the neighborhood for a friendly ear.. my quest seemed to last for long
Evenings went and mornings came then through the rising sun blazed your unique soul
You held keys of my deeply locked gates of the grey 
Oh! If only you can see the colors that have been added since you came
Unbearable life would've been without my loved ones but ..my life without you will never be the same

Saturday, January 10, 2015

This one’s for the brave fallen ones
Weary souls from battles of thousands scars
Heroic souls hidden under this feeble flash
With too much suffer to be kept in this fragile human chest

These are not words to bring relief
How can I unburden what is out of the mass's belief
One can easily picture elves, fairies and wild dragons
But it’s hard to imagine how a small heart can take on hundreds of mountains

It’s so easy to say that this one’s right and that one’s wrong
Feeling the music isn't enough to make you understand the whole song
The truth can easily disappear beyond fancy music notes
To keep up with such a thing one needs to pay a heavy cost

For the brave fallen ones have paid a lot more
Gone through angry oceans while others preferred playing at the shore
They've found there bigger joy under refreshing rain
Along that came greater pain when at home they were called insane 
     
Because it’s an uncommon thing in an ignorant society to have a brain
It’s a blasphemy to be spiritual with people worshiping the mundane
And without support in a dark well you are destined to fall
And pray the bottom will be gentle on you if there’s such a thing at all

But still, pray..pray from the heart
There resides one of the brightest of lights
A light that contains strengths of brave fallen ones
                                   A strength that can give humanity a newer and fresher start